~Tepuk tampar dipagi hari~

welcome to my other side of world...
world where i'm free to express my feeling...

Wednesday, 18 July 2012

Aku Seorang Cleaner part 3

sedar x nurse3 nampak mesra depan orang ramai?
tapi adakah itu realiti atau sekadar ilusi?
semalam seorang nenek tua mintak di cuci kan or tukar pampers i dun know lah
dia mintak aku tolong inform nurse so aku pun bagitahulah..
then dia juz mengangguk je..
emm xpelah janji aku dah buat part aku kan..
tapi masa aku tengah mengemop tue aku tengok nurse-nurse tu xbergerak pun dari kaunter dia...
makcik 2 dah terjerit2 dah diaorang buat xtaw je..
boleh sembang pasal majlis tunang anak..anak nak amik muet lah...
kita bersangka baik jelah mayb diaorang penat nak 2kar pampers makcik 2 sebab dia diarrhea.
tapi bukan itu ke kerja diaorang??? macam kerja claner macam aku ni kutip sampah sapu sampah...
bile kite xbuat kerja elok diaorang laju je complain so boleh x kita complain pasal diaorang  lak?
emm betul ckp bos kan depan pesakit memang nampak mesra tapi depan cleaner macam aku ni kita kena banyak bersabar...paham2 jelah ye kenapa... =)

Tuesday, 3 July 2012

Aku seorang Cleaner part 2

life is not always fair lorr...
especially if ur are a cleaner...
why?
because everybody is like above u all...
they look down at u like u r not worth even a penny lorr...
we are just an aunty or a kakak that pick and throw a rubbish for you
but  at least give us some respect...
just because u have a cleaner doesn't mean that u cannot even pick up ur left over bread on the floor!
damn!!!!
we are a worker not ur slave for God sake!


aku seorang cleaner part 1...

Dah almost 3 weeks aku bercuti...
aku kalau cuti2 nie memang selalu berkerja...
yelah buat tambah2 pendapatan hu3...
dah macam2 kerja aku buat...
kerja kilang...cashier kedai and even mak guard...
sekarang aku bekerja as a cleaner!
awal2 aku kerja aku asyik ditanya dengan soalan yang sama...
"adik kau xmalu ke kerja nie?"
malu??? bohonglah kalau aku x malu tapi sekejap je malu tu...
lama2 aku dah malas nak fikir...
aku terfikir kenapa aku nak malu?
mak aku bekerja sebagai cleaner untuk membantu abah aku for more than 10 years...
if mak aku boleh buat kenapa aku tidak?
so daripada aku malu baik aku kerja je... janji tiap2 bulan dapat gaji
ahaks!

Friday, 29 June 2012

Trip to PLKN Padang Hijau!

ollaz all...
today i skip from work and went to Kluang to visit my adik at PLKN
huhuhhuhuhu..
kinda miss him lorrr..
my adik is so funny u know
i always told him he can join raja lawak =p
we chit chatting 
having lunch under a palm tree

 


laughing and enjoying our day togethe
he would be discharged from there in this coming mid july
waiting forward to see him!!
here some pic to share with ollz


my bro Ezzy Safwan bin Haron


my lil bro Mohd Ezren Azrol bin Haron

mak, awan n abah

mak awan and me

me!








Thursday, 10 May 2012

Life is unfair!

Arghhhh...
what the heck is going on rite now!!!
I never knew that my lecturer was this damn bias!
IF YOU JUZ KEEP DOING THIS BULLSHIT 
I WOULD NEVER FORGIVE AND FORGET!
we are all your student sir!!!
don't favour one student and neglect the others!
how do you feel if we neglecting you!
Avoiding you huh!!!
Get a life sir!
i know you are smart and all but still i cannot accept someone who is bias as my teacher!
it is unacceptable!
Arrgggggh hate u so much rite now! not going to ur tutorial next week! juz cannot stand your face rite now!
damn!!!!

Friday, 20 April 2012

man decides to change in the 12th hours but dies on the 11th

I'm always thinking when i should change?
when i made up my mind.. there must be something occur..
then i started to forget my determination..
then i thought to myself..
"hey life is still young babe..chill out...you got an ample time in front you"
is it true???
do we actually have a lot of time...
do you ever think that when you decide to change in the future but then you died before that..
you do not even have time to repent and ask forgiveness from Allah S.W.T and with others...
we can never predict the future..
times would never wait for us...
i really hoped my changes would last...
i'm not saying that i'm totally changed
but still i'm trying 
so let's all change for the better..
we never know what would happen in the future rite..
i wish all the best to me and to all of you..
lets change in the 11th hours and don't wait to change at the 12th hours...

Adakah Kebanyakan Student Law mengalami Stress yang Berlebihan..

Adakah?????
entah lah saya susah nak komen..
tetapi sekarang nie saya memang didalam keadaan yang stress...
Everything not going in a way i want it to be..
this week was a horrible..
how many my cute mouth swearing pun i already lost count..
too many thing to be done and due at the same time..
my tears keep pouring when i'm tired..
waaarghhhh...
i miss my abah and my mak!!!!
wanting to go back home sooo badly...
please Allah give me strength so that i can go on..
passion is all you have now so be patient and Insyaallah your effort would be
worth it....