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Thursday 3 January 2013

Lamaran ke itu?

okey ingat lagi x xbf saya Faizal?
hari tue dia kol and we talked for several hours...
updating stuff semua...
then we talk about the reason why we break up semua...
partly my fault and partly for sure his fault lah kan...
tiba-tiba dia pop up dis question...
"Jom Kahwin..."
What the fish! 
pas2 sy reply balik...
i told him that it is not nice playing with others heart...
kahwin bukan pekara main-main
yang boleh dibuat gurau semua...
then dia balas and dia cakap dia xmain-main and dia serius...
dia cakap umur 25tahun nanti saya datang rumah awak masuk meminang...
masa tue kalau awak dah ready ke x kita kahwin...
he sound so serious masa tue...
dia pun ada cakap yang pernah tak i asked him why our relationship end just like that?
then i sentap sekejap hu3 u know why?
because i never bother to asked because i'm putting all the blame to him..
i'm busying being the good ones at that time.
Faizal cakap dia buat semua tu untuk kami. dia nak fokus in building kerjaya dia so that we can proceed with the next step..
so guys what do you think?
adakah itu satu lamaran?
atau faizal just nak messed with my mind?
ha3 one way to find out adalah by waiting until 25 and we see whether dia betul2 datang meminang or x...
=) right now one thing je yang i wish for...
i wish i can find someone who can guide me and can accept me and my family as how we are...


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