~Tepuk tampar dipagi hari~

welcome to my other side of world...
world where i'm free to express my feeling...

Sunday 27 March 2011

mood zero..

mood dah hilang gile!
xder rasa nak study pun enviroment 2..
xtaw kenapa taw..
mayb sbb enviroment so nak sambil lewa jek..
mane blh mcm 2 taw.. enviroment pun ssh gle so kena ar study hard lau x jgn harap nak berjaya shasha...
so skrg nie offline dis blogg go 2 ur study table open ur envi notes..
read it! jgn mls2 sdh mak ngan abah nanti if u mls2..
so hwithing! gud luck! gambate kudasai! chaiyok2!

Thursday 24 March 2011

friends..

ada x orang yang xsuka ada member@kawan?
i alway think those without friend is a loner..
bukan bila kite ad kawan susah senang ad orang yang boleh bantu?
bukan lah ada kawan juz untuk time kita susah no..that is x what i mean it juz riends ni adalah shelter untuk kite berlindung bila kite jauh dari rumah kita..
bila tiada ibu bapa di sisi adik beradik saudara mara kita akan beralih ke insan2 yg paling dekat dgn kite at that time and that insan is our friend!
I'm so thankful to my friends for always be with me during hardship and also during my happy moment..
Fai..
even though mulut hang xbleh blah but u have the most pure heart.. thnk u for all ur help..
luv u beb..
Sally..
strict with me for my own good i know that.. and i totally appreciate it.. thank u for always be here whe i need a shoulder to cry on.. luv u dear..
Nelly..
scholar among us..thank u for always patiently teaching me when I'm lost..thank u so much.. luv u honey..
Syikin..
thank u for laughing at my joke..eventhough i know i'm not that funny in person..
thank u so much.. luv u baby
Mastura..
even though we far across the state but our friendship is close enough..
we misses u damn much girl! lurve u sweety..

                                  난 내 친구 사랑!

Kerna Terpaksa...

 " kerna terpaksa aku melangkah prgi...
kerna terpaksa ku turut kata hati..."

pernah dgr x lagu nie.. syahdu gile masa dgr kn3?
jadi teringat akan kisah masa zaman remaja dulu hu3..
hu3..saat konon rasa cinta biar sampai mati..
ala u jump i jump jgk laah..
then bila break up berjanji dengan diri sendiri xkan bercinta lagi konon nya..
then after beberapa bulan fall in luv balik hu3..
that's why orang cakap cinta zaman muda2 ni juz puppy luv je..
tapi bila usia dah meningkat kita semakin matang so dah boleh berfikir dgn lebih matang..
sekarang nie i dah started 2 think like a grown up person therefore love is not first in my rank of prioprity..
rite now my mom and my abah,then adik2..my first priority 
Faizal i do love him but he sty third in my heart sory baby hu3...

orang gemuk itu bodoh?

sedih hati mebaca ayat ni..
begitu teruk orang mendeskriminasikan orang gemuk kan..
i'm fat but i don't ever think i'm stupid..
banyak je org gemuk berjaya.. kenapa pikir mcm tu ye
kurang ajar tahu x
so jge lah hati orang cikit..


지방 받고  행복해만큼 괜찮아요!

Faizal..

F: funny person.. i never fail to laugh when i'm with u.. thank u 4 that dear..
A:adorable cute chubby boy.. u may not damn handsome like other boy but i really wish ur d one for me.
I: it may sound cheesy but i'm damn happy to be with u.. u may not romantic enough but it's ok..
Z: zillion years i wish 2 be with u baby
A: afraid to lose u is something i kept thinking but we must trust each other rite in other to keep going..
L: love u baby! may Allah bless our love...

big bang concert!

rumors cakap big bang would be here in Malaysia!
is it true!!!!
sadly xmampu nak beli tiket dia hu3..
emm i guess i juz kena tgk dari jauh jek lah..
it's ok lah as long my star would be shinning all d way through their life..
so it would be ok for me..
kenchana shasha..
next time i bet i can go orait!
so juz smile =)

kegilaan!

juz being inform melalui sms...
next sem dpt new blockmate!
happy? sad? confuse? more confuse i guess..
xhappy and xtaw nak fikir apa..
bukan apa kan juz dis girl terlalu memenatkan untuk dilayan..
paham x apa yg i nak sampaikan skrg nie...
terlalu memenatkan..
ckit2 story about boy dia n then brag about dis thing n that thing
whatever...
but hell dis thing i hve 2 face for my whole years! omg...
smoga i can face dis situation with joyful heart ha3...
again wish gudluck 2 myself again! 

Wednesday 23 March 2011

penat...

hari nie ad 2 kelas jek tapi penat dia sgt2 terasa taw!
emm...tadi pergi dgr breafing for LAP..
sound interesting je bile dgr pasal firm Azmi&Associate 2..
wish one day aku pun akan jadi mcm that person..
orait shasha!starting from now u hve to work more harder then everyone else coz u know u would be needing it!
so hwaithing beb! let people talk as their wish as long as u don't take it personally u would be fine..
so sharpen ur own blade as u are about to enter into a war zone!

Tuesday 22 March 2011

memasak...

recently aku balik rumah aku dekat Bp..
bile sampai rumah mak cakap mak ad hal kena kuar so akak tolong masak ok..
aku memandang sayu muka mak aku tapi mak aku cakap kena masak jugak..
then aku pun start lah membuka laman sesawang hu3..
dlm peti ais ada sotong so sambal sotong lah yang aku nak masak..
dah dapat perfect resepi(bagi aku hu3) aku pun start lah memasak..
suddenly mak balik.. mak tanya dah siap masak ke..
aku juz geleng2...
mak tgk ada resepi dekat peti ais..
mak senyum2 hen cakap " emm macam ni pun nak tengok dalam internet ke"
dengan rasa tercabar aku pun memasak tanpa melihat resepi!
hasilnya hu3 marvelous...
mak aku pun iktiraf...
banggo aden sekejap..
tapi bak kata orang mana xtumpahnya kuah kalau x ke nasi iye dok?

-no title yet-

on my way untuk menyiap kan my first novel..
whether dapat di publish kan atau x bukan persoalan sekarang ni..
harap2 everything berjalan lancar and aku berjaya menyempurnakan novel pertama aku..
b4 this ada jugak menulis cerpen but xsent dekat mana2 lah juz untuk tatapan kawan2 sahaja..
so semoga cerita ini nanti akan mendapat tempat di arena penulisan!

cafe-big bang!




GD.
nega anjaitdeon geu hayan uijamani ne hyanggireul gieokhago
nega tteonan huro chagaun jeongjeongmani neol gidarigo inneun jageun kape
TOP.
Yo seupgwanidoen Ice Coffee Espresso double shot
nuneul gama josimseure han mogeumman heulleooneun jeulgyeo deutdeon eumak
simjangi jeomjeom ppareuge ttwieo onda
cheoeum neol mannan seolleideon tteollimeul hoesanghae Caffeine himeul billyeo
kkok chaenggideon geunyeoui seoltang Syrup ijen i kkeunjeokhami nan sirheo
taeyang.
Oh please don’t leave me alone na eotteokharago
moduga jamdeun bam wae nal honja duryeogo
seunri.
Tеll me the Truth eojewa dareun oneul neujeotdago
yaksokhaetdeon seoro nanudeon maldeul da geojit irago don’t make me fool
huryeom.
nega anjaitdeon geu hayan uijamani ne hyanggireul gieokhago
nega tteonan huro chagaun jeongjeongmani neol gidarigo inneun jageun kape
daesung.
http://latestvideolyrics.blogspot.com/2011/02/hυgе-bang-cafe-lyrics.html
Yου don’t need me аnу longer geu mareun marajwo
geudaeneun jigeum naega sirtaneun deut jasineul sogigo
nalgeun jeo chaeksang wie saegyeonoheun uri dul ireumkkajido
gieoksoge chueoksoge geunyang mudeodunchaero
TOP.
Oh my god mudeodundae do geuge jal andwae nal chaja oneun geon gonghwangsangtae
buranjeonghan simni soge banghwanghae sseulsseulhi honja bul kkeojin bangane
neol geurimyeo chueokhaneun bulhaenghan hwaga yuilhan myeongjagi doen bigeukjeogin urisarang
ajikdo nae maeumeun neoro gadeuk han hwarang neo tteonan seoureun hwangnyanghan samak
huryeom.
nega anjaitdeon geu hayan uijamani ne hyanggireul gieokhago
nega tteonan huro chagaun jeongjeongmani neol gidarigo inneun jageun kape
BRIDGE.
neo oerowo hal ttaemyeon eonjedeun neol gidarigo inneun
neo geuriwo bogo sipeun narimyeon neol bureugo inneun
naega tajudeon keopiwa jeobeo dun chaekgalpiwa
geudaemanui hayan jip wiro heureuneun bi baby
nega anjaitdeon geu hayan uijamani ne hyanggireul gieokhago
nega tteonan huro chagaun jeongjeongmani neol gidarigo inneun jageun kape



I remember when you walked through that door
Sat down on that chair
The times we shared
But you?ve been here

Only the chair I sat in remembers my scent
After you left cold silence,
A small café that is waiting for you

Yo ice coffee espresso double shot that has become a habit
Close my eyes, carefully just one sip
Flowing music that we enjoyed listening to
My heart keeps beating faster
I remember the nervousness I felt when we first met
Borrowing strength from the caffeine
Her sugar syrup that I always carried
I hate this stickiness now

Oh please, don?t leave me alone
What do I do?
Why does everyone want to leave me alone
On a night, where everyone?s asleep?
Tell me the truth,
Today, different from yesterday, is too late
Saying the promises, everything we said to each other
They?re all lies, don?t make me fool

Only the chair I sat in remembers my scent
After you left cold silence,
A small café that is waiting for you

You don?t need my anymore than nervousness
Don?t say that.. Right now you?ve tricked yourself
Into thinking that you dislike me
Our names we carved into the old desk
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/big-bang-lyrics/cafe-lyrics.html )
In memories, just buried there

Oh my God, even though it?s buried
It still doesn?t work
The thing that has found me is panic
It bothers me inside my insecure mentality
Alone in a room with the lights turned off
I?m an unhappy artist
Remembering you while drawing you
Our tragic love that has become our only masterpiece
My heart is still a gallery full of you
Outside Seoul without you is a bleak dessert

Only the chair I sat in remembers my scent
After you left cold silence,
A small café that is waiting for you

When you?re lonely,
I?ll always be waiting for you
On the days I want to see you,
I?m calling you
With the coffee I made you, and the folded bookmark
Rain that only flows above you white house baby

Only the chair I sat in remembers my scent
After you left cold silence,
A small café that is waiting for you

When you?re lonely
(Only the chair I sat in remembers my scent)
On the days I want to see you
(After you left cold silence, )
The coffee I made you
(A small café that is waiting for you)
Rain that only flows above your white house baby




( got it from the internet!-"song lyric" )

company laa~ laa~

owh..
hati risau kepala pening...
penangan subjek company untuk dis semester..
gila kan just because of this one subjek aku kerisauan yang teramat sgt2!
madam ajar pun aku still lost.. i hate this subject!! tapi if xpass then habislah segala usaha aku selama nie..
wasted segala usaha..
so shasha! work hard...
don't be a lazybones!
wake up go take a bath read 2 pages of ur company book and go to ur 11 o'clock class!
aja2 hwaithing!

korean fan!

annyong!
i'm so in luv with korea rite now..
their food,their tradition and mostly their k-pop idol!
damn....
i'm in love with Big Bang!!!!!
this group were totally different from other k-pop idol who sometime mainly based on their look rather than talent..
you all must be thinking that i'm one of their fan so that's why i kept on complimenting them..
but what can i do if that is the truth..
check out their latest video at you tube if you do'not believe me..
the song call "TONIGHT" damn good..
thumbs up to g-dragon for making such a good song! 
saranghe yo!

Annyong!

annyong!
first time menulis selepas sekian lama..
awkward ciit but soon everything would be fine ..
malam nie penat sgt..
final dah dekat tapi laziness still hunting me hu3...
esk kena start study dah nie if x habis lah final nie..
emm.. b4 terlupa happy bufday 2 my dear chinggu Piqa!
saranghe yo!
orait sampai cni dulu..
tomrrow i'll be updating the real thing ok!